Chester Bennington Opens Up About His Past Addictions
Posted on Jul 16th 2009 10:00AM by Steve Baltin
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As part of Linkin Park, Chester Bennington writes lyrics that both he and his band mates can relate to and feel comfortable singing. But in his own project, Dead by Sunrise, a collaboration between himself and Julien K that Bennington is fronting while on some down time from LP, the vocalist is holding nothing back, especially lyrically.Among the themes he explores heavily is his own battles with addiction. "My life was falling apart in many ways that I was writing about on this record in terms of getting divorced, in terms of diving very hard into alcohol and drugs throughout this process," he confessed to Noisecreep.
In 'My Suffering, which he describes as a song "literally about [how] being an alcoholic and a drug addict has paid off for me in many ways," he discusses how his addiction has helped him creatively. "I have been able to tap into all the negative things that can happen to me throughout my life by numbing myself to the pain so to speak and kind of being able to vent it through my music," he said. "'Crawling,' for example, by Linkin Park, is probably the most literal song lyrically I'd ever written for Linkin Park and that's about feeling like I had no control over myself in terms of drugs and alcohol. That feeling, being able to write about it, sing about it, that song, those words sold millions of records, I won a Grammy, I made a lot of money. I don't think I could've been inspired to create something like that by watching someone else go through that. So in a lot of ways that's been very constructive for me."
A lot of artists would never be that frank about their addiction, but Bennington said that's not his style. "I'm not one of those guys who thinks being anonymous is all that great," he said. "I don't have a problem with people knowing that I had a drinking problem. That's who I am and I'm kind of lucky in a lot of ways cause I get to do something about it. I get to grow as a person through it. It's kind of a cool thing. It's not cool to be an alcoholic, meaning it's not cool to go drink and be a dumbass. It's cool to be a part of recovery. This is just who I am, this is what I write about, what I do, and most of my work has been a reflection of what I've been going through in one way or another."
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Aliat 7.16.2009 3:33PM
Denisat 7.19.2009 7:01PM
Drugs can be fun but they will kill you. You will end up dead or in prison. I beg all young people, never even try drugs. They will ruin your life
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i love the honesty and soul you put into your music. i feel free when i listen to it. love it for life.
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i love the way the music u write can connet to so many peoples daily life and or sturggles and the methapors are amazing,creative i only hope to one day be as creative as you.
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Joshat 7.19.2009 7:16AM
Music is the universal language. Chester and Linkin Park add their stamp to the world with great wisdom. That music has helped me cope many times be for and hope they continue to make great music!!!
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steviehendrix92at 7.19.2009 9:53AM
Sure, he may make great music, but to encourage alcohol and drugs in the way he's doing in this interview is absolutely wrong. For every person that wins a Grammy via-drug and alcohol usage, millions die because of it
Darrylat 7.19.2009 11:03AM
He's not encouraging alcoholism or drug use, he said for him it has been meaningful. So basically instead of being negative and acting like he's higher than everyone else, he told the truth. He turned his negativity into something positive and something that their fans can learn from or relate to.
Robertat 7.19.2009 11:09AM
Like it or not there will be kids now who think they can get a Grammy by being an addict. I find these statements to irresponsible at best. I had an addiction and I'll tell you what it is nothing to be proud of. I'm sober and living a far better life, that's something to be proud of.
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dulko767at 7.19.2009 11:41AM
His truth is his truth, and yes meaningful does not have to mean positive it could mean impactful. Hey take a look at the future of female tennis(age 13) awesome!
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jmillardmorrisat 7.19.2009 12:07PM
"MY LIFE WAS FALLING APART." "I AM ADDICTED TO ALCOHOL AND DRUGS." AND THIS IS THE FUNNIEST ONE OF ALL....."ADDICTION HELPED ME BE CREATIVE." THESE TYPES OF PEOPLE ARE SOOOOO STUPID THEY SIT AND WONDER WHY? THERE NEEDS TO BE A LAW THAT PEOPLE THIS DUMB NEED TO APPLY FOR A LICENSE JUST TO WALK OUT INTO PUBLIC!
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Margaretat 7.19.2009 1:22PM
that's great and all that he's in rehab and trying to put his life together, but was staying an alcoholic and drug addict really worth it. Just because you were able to write "great" songs and profit from it doesn't make it worth the unnecessary suffering, to lose your wife and family over it. I guess fame and money are worth more than his family and he got what he deserved lots of money and a broken marriage, and I guess no kids too. I dont' know it's not mentioned in the article and I don't know this band. I don't listen to this kind of music. What an idiot? I'd much rather have an unsuccessful song and music career and be sober, drug free with family then to be all messed up with success and alone. People do not have their priorties in order and that's what's wrong with the world today.
Justinat 7.19.2009 4:03PM
Why did so many many of you miss what he was saying? He is talking about how he was able to take all the bad things he did and make them into a positive message. He is not saying drink and do drugs. He is saying that if you do, "being a part of recovery is cool". I know many people in recovery that are inspired and uplifted by Linkin Park's message. Addicts are the only people who can help each other because they understand and relate to each others experiences.
If you stop trying to find the negatives in every thing you read and hear, you will start seeing things in a whole new way. If every article you read makes you angry, it's not articles... It's you.
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